IS IT TOO LATE… TO COME ON HOME?
long and lost and searching for love...
And the air was full
Of various storms and saints
Praying in the street
As the banks began to break
And I'm in the throes of it
Somewhere in the belly of the beast
But you took your toll on me
So I gave myself over willingly
Oh, you got a hold on me
I don't know how I don't just stand outside and scream
I am teaching myself how to be free
The monument of a memory
You tear it down in your head
Don't make the mountain your enemy
Get out, get up there instead
You saw the stars out in front of you
Too tempting not to touch
But even though it shocked you
Something's electric in your blood
And people just untie themselves
Uncurling lifelines
If you could just forgive yourself
But still you stumble, feet give way
Outside the world seems a violent place
But you had to have him, and so you did
Some things you let go in order to live
While all around you the buildings sway
You sing it out loud, who made us this way
I know you're bleeding, but you'll be okay
Hold on to your heart, you'll keep it safe
Hold on to your heart, don't give it away
You'll find a rooftop to sing from
Or find a hallway to dance
You don't need no edge to cling from
Your heart is there, it's in your hands
I know it seems like forever
I know it seems like an age
But one day this will be over
I swear it's not so far away
~ Various Storms & Saints | Florence & The Machine
Album: How Big How Blue How Beautiful (2015) ~
"Maybe I've always been more comfortable in chaos..."
The music video for Long & Lost sees it introduced with Queen of Peace, a track pulsating with strings, brass, and harmonies found within cascading melodies. It’s a song about finding peace within yourself in light of the damage you have caused while living as a wounded, broken creature lost in the dark. In the short film below, Florence simply demonstrates this by illustrating chaos among families in a village, as they rip each other apart and her calm presence is invisible, unnoticed. At the centre of the conflict, there is also a man who is revealed to be her lover. Alongside the narrative and woven into the story with tenderness and subtlety, are a young girl and boy, her long red hair the only indication she a memory of Florence herself. Through this, it becomes a song about love lost, about trying to go back home in the hopes you might find yourself there again, undamaged and unbroken.
The lyrics are exquisite, some of Florence’s best writing (as are all the songs on How Beautiful, especially Various Storms and Saints). It also features her most skilled vocal work to date, her soft lilting voice unadorned, souring perfectly from one note to the next. The film is broken up by silence amidst crashing waves, Florence and her lover naked in bed, and a poem written by Florence, read aloud by the nameless male. These people serve as a means to help us understand the feeling of trying to find peace within our past, reconciling who we (truly) are with who we long to be. Often the broken wind up in relationships with secrets, unable to share their true self. And therein lies the emotional resonance of her music, because the best people I know are working through their pain so that they might know peace. Once we do get to the other side, the masks can come off at last, as we finally embrace all we are by becoming the person we are truly meant to be. No more hiding… no more fear. Only love.
And for that… well it’s never too late.
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